So my last few posts were about a boy.. He was a schoolmate at Shatec.. We were close friends and we fell in love.. It was good will it lasted.. Such great times I had with him.. But one fine day, I had to let him go.. He wanted to chase his dreams and our relationship was giving him insecurities.. The aftermath of the breakup wasn't good.. It lasted for months.. Tears and more tears.. Till one day, I slipped into depression.. I got the help I needed and slowly I'm trying to build myself up again..
I chose to let go of every thing that reminds me of him.. My friends, my life with them.. It broke my heart, it really did.. But I know it was the right thing to do and it was the best for us both.. To be completely free of distractions.. For us to be better Muslims.. I know some of my friends took it the wrong way, saying bad things about my decision but it doesn't really matter.. I know I made the right choice..
So what's happening now?? I got accepted to an university and insya'allah I'm looking for a suitable job as we speak.. I met a new guy who seems really nice and we shared a long in common.. I'm not looking for anything more than harmless friendship but I guess that depends on Allah S.W.T.. Whatever is his will.. I accept..
As for that boy.. I wish him all the best in his life.. Perhaps one day we'll meet again, perhaps not.. But he will always have a special place in my heart.. I can't ever forget our love.. But we must go our separate ways..
Khairil Ardy.. I've missed you..
I'm forever yours, faithfully ; 12:30 PM
