Anyway, last week was Ardy's birthday and we had a blast.. .. I got a 1kg cake from my workplace and we brought it Highlander and gave him a little surprise.. .. I REALLY wanted to meet them earlier but since Bernice ended work at 12am, I had to wait for her before we could start the celebration.. .. Thankfully, I had Htut and Shawal to keep him occupied before I came by.. .. I really hope he likes the surprise.. .. After that we headed to Zirca and THANK GOD, Ardy got in.. .. It was quite a close call.. .. I was confident enough that Wal would get in but I wasn't sure about Ardy because Zirca loves rejecting Malay guys.. .. So far, I've never seen a hip-hop person regardless Malay or Chinese being rejected so that's why I thought Wal might get it.. .. But I haven't been there in months so I can't really say.. .. I'm just glad we got in.. .. The scene was pretty much the same.. .. Sadly, I couldn't find much energy to dance and by 2am, I was totally flat out.. .. The rest seemed to enjoy the club but Ardy wasn't really a club person so we sat outside for awhile and it was a RELIEVE to sit down.. .. The rest decided to call it quits a while later and so we headed to MacDonalds before going home after the train service starts.. .. Despite the total exhaustion, I was really glad to be spending the night with my friends.. ..
So, the exhaustion from that night hadn't really worn off despite having off the next day off.. .. Yesterday was the WORSE work day of my life.. .. We ended at 9pm because of spring cleaning and a last minute order.. .. I felt like crying.. .. I was so tired and all I wanted to do was crawl to my bed and die in my sleep.. .. I had my first tearful episode at work last week too because my brain shut down and I did the wrong item for a function.. .. Nobody reprimanded me but I just broke down and burst out crying.. .. I seriously want the old active, healthy me.. .. There's no point being happy when you're too exhausted to enjoy life..
To a certain someone.. .. You bring sunshine into my life in ways you can't possible know.. .. I'm blessed to know you and I love you so very, very much!!
I'm forever yours, faithfully ; 5:29 AM
