Chronic FatigueRamadhan hasn't been a good month for me.. .. I'm constantly sick and my energy level is depleting every single day.. .. After two weeks of fasting, I finally gave up.. .. It still doesn't help.. .. I'm still feeling sickly and exhausted.. .. I could barely walk home.. .. Even if I went straight to bed right after I got home, I'll still sleep wake up feeling tired the next day.. .. I'm a mess.. .. I'm living off painkillers because I can't cope with the pain.. .. What the hell is wrong with me?? I use to be perfectly healthy.. .. I could work long hours with little sleep without any problems.. .. I really don't know what to do with myself.. ..
Working in the chocolate room hasn't been easy.. .. It's mentally affecting me too.. .. I'm getting slower and slower due to my low energy level.. .. I wonder what will happen if I got sent back to production.. .. My body can't take it anymore!! I still have seven months to bear.. .. Why isn't time on my side this time?? Help me dear God, I just want to go through with this in one piece.. .. Help me!!
I'm forever yours, faithfully ; 5:37 AM
