♥ Inz Lovestruck™

Heat

The weather's getting hotter and hotter.. .. Thank goodness the air-conditioner in my room still works.. .. I finally used it after three years.. .. With my parents' permission of course.. .. I really needed a good night sleep.. .. Work is exhausting.. .. Even my parents are thinking of using air-conditioning again.. .. I hope their decision is permanent.. .. Hehe.. .. I really can't sleep with the heat.. .. Anyway, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan.. .. Oh God, I really hope that work will have mercy on me this Ramadhan.. .. Please lessen my burden, dear God.. .. I really hope to complete the fasting month without skipping when I don't need too.. .. I'm so exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally.. .. Yet I know I CAN'T give up.. ..

I've decided to go to Poly after Shatec.. .. But I probably will only take up the part time course in Hospitality Management or Business Management and work at the same time.. .. My parents were right.. .. I should have taken up a regular desk job.. .. I was young and naive when I decided to go to Shatec.. .. I wanted thrill and excitement back then but I want different things now.. .. I want stability.. .. I need to act up my responsibilities as the eldest daughter to my parents.. .. I won't go anywhere being a chef.. .. It takes years of patience to get to that level.. .. Something I can't really afford.. .. Besides, I have no more energy left in my body.. .. It's such a shame because I really love working with food.. .. Even though we love something or someone with all our heart, sometimes it's just not meant to be.. ..

I'm forever yours, faithfully ; 12:52 AM